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October 2009 
What aspects of yourself do you deny or reject?
Posted on May 12th, 2009
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This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for May 12, 2009:
None. I take them all as they come: the beautiful and the ugly.
At this point though, there is no beauty or ugliness, these are two sides, two opposites that could fight each other off until the end of time. I just am a perpetual learning heart. When I see some aspect of my expression that I don't particularly like, I look at it with a loving heart and ask it to show me: where do you come from? what message do you have for me and from me? You can love even what you don't like and so the practice shows you what needs healing. I have done so much healing on myself that I don't believe there is major bits that are lurking to crop up from my unconscious... however, I know, as a healer, that the healing process is not a point in time but a life time journey because life is movement and we need to heal ourselves as we live.
I am at peace with everything I am and everything I have done. I live in the now and my now self is so peaceful... joyful... present. I don't even deny or reject my family of origin anymore. I love them despite all the hurt and the horrible things that happen because I know that they didn't know any better and that I come from a family tree that was indeed very very sick. But the roots were strong enough that I have survived the abuse, the neglect, the violence... and I have even managed to send love and healing to the entire tree. And I have been told that my ancestors have thanked me from the other side for doing this. It was much needed. I did it for me and for my children. And I do it for others who wish to clean up the act of their emotional heritage.... it is so liberating.
Love the imperfection in you: it is the reason why you are alive. If you were perfect, you wouldn't be on this planet. If you were perfect, you wouldn't grow... and what a pity it would be.
Celebrate your difference, your imperfections, your uniqueness... with the secret knowledge that there is something in you, deep within, that is perfect at all times, and that perfection is your soul. That part of you that resists the hate, resists, the violence, the judgement, the distance... and that wants to connect, to grow, to improve, to learn... and that is just waiting to SHINE.
Who said a perfect world would not have shadows?
At this point though, there is no beauty or ugliness, these are two sides, two opposites that could fight each other off until the end of time. I just am a perpetual learning heart. When I see some aspect of my expression that I don't particularly like, I look at it with a loving heart and ask it to show me: where do you come from? what message do you have for me and from me? You can love even what you don't like and so the practice shows you what needs healing. I have done so much healing on myself that I don't believe there is major bits that are lurking to crop up from my unconscious... however, I know, as a healer, that the healing process is not a point in time but a life time journey because life is movement and we need to heal ourselves as we live.
I am at peace with everything I am and everything I have done. I live in the now and my now self is so peaceful... joyful... present. I don't even deny or reject my family of origin anymore. I love them despite all the hurt and the horrible things that happen because I know that they didn't know any better and that I come from a family tree that was indeed very very sick. But the roots were strong enough that I have survived the abuse, the neglect, the violence... and I have even managed to send love and healing to the entire tree. And I have been told that my ancestors have thanked me from the other side for doing this. It was much needed. I did it for me and for my children. And I do it for others who wish to clean up the act of their emotional heritage.... it is so liberating.
Love the imperfection in you: it is the reason why you are alive. If you were perfect, you wouldn't be on this planet. If you were perfect, you wouldn't grow... and what a pity it would be.
Celebrate your difference, your imperfections, your uniqueness... with the secret knowledge that there is something in you, deep within, that is perfect at all times, and that perfection is your soul. That part of you that resists the hate, resists, the violence, the judgement, the distance... and that wants to connect, to grow, to improve, to learn... and that is just waiting to SHINE.
Who said a perfect world would not have shadows?
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